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June 29th, 2009
12:43 am Information overload. Mutation rate is accelerating; break away point is drawing nearer. Larval consciousness is breaking down. Self identity is based upon information received from the perceptual mechanisms; information is the accumulation of greater degrees of complexity and interrelationship, an unfolding of interconnection. The accumulation of information is rapidly evolving the human brain in a parallel process to the evolution of the electric techne. With the harnessing of the electric, the world has been sped up, adding to the asymptotic growth of complexity in life. In dividing the material from the spiritual, the west has harnessed and captured the force of the species and driven it to accelerate the production of new information; something is crawling out of us, unconscious as we are, and it is filling the biosphere with the self generated artifacts of human manipulation. This manipulation is leading to the eventual birth of singularity, and at the same time the freeing of the individual from the restraints of time/space and matter. The perceptual mechanisms are breaking down the sense of self due to the influx of massive non-local perceptual input. ( Accelerating the Human Race... )…..
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June 20th, 2009
01:27 am - DNA junk not so random... A group of researchers working at the Human Genome Project will be announcing soon that they made an astonishing scientific discovery: They believe so-called non-coding sequences (97%) in human DNA is no less than genetic code of an unknown extraterrestrial life form.
The non-coding sequences are common to all living organisms on Earth, from molds to fish to humans. In human DNA, they constitute larger part of the total genome, says Prof. Sam Chang, the group leader. Non-coding sequences, also known as "junk DNA", were discovered years ago, and their function remains mystery.
Unlike normal genes, which carry the information that intracellular machinery uses to synthesize proteins, enzymes and other chemicals produced by our bodies, non-coding sequences are never used for any purpose. They are never expressed, meaning that the information they carry is never read, no substance is synthesized and they have no function at all. We exist on only 3% of our DNA.
The junk genes merely enjoy the ride with hard working active genes, passed from generation to generation. What are they? How come these idle genes are in our genome? Those were the question many scientists posed and failed to answer - until the breakthrough discovery by Prof. Sam Chang and his group.
Trying to understand the origins and meaning of junk DNA Prof. Chang realized that he first needs a definition of "junk". Is junk DNA really junk, (useless and meaningless) or it contains some information not claimed by the rest of DNA for whatever reason? He once mentioned the question to an acquaintance, Dr. Lipshutz, a young theoretical physicist turned Wall Street derivative securities specialist. "Easy," replied Lipshutz. "We’ll run your sequence through the software I use to analyze market data, and it will show if your sequences are total garbage, "white noise", or there is a message in there." This new breed of analysts with strong background in math, physics and statistics are getting more and more popular with Wall Street firms. They sift through gigabytes of market statistics, trying to uncover useful correlation between the various market indexes, and individual stocks. ( Not so much junk as backup... )
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February 10th, 2009
04:38 pm - A voice whispered to me a soliloquy of silence... mimicking moves slide across my chest; translucent lights flicker in and out of the eye at my heart, visions that cascade across my bittersweet tenderness. This longing becomes unbearable s a fire licks up my soul an whisks it off on wings of troubled faith; unable t let go, yet destined to be pulled up. Imagination breaks forth upon my fragile frame, gently forcing itself through what cracks I have created; cracks in this cocoon I have made; divine nectar, flesh of Light, leaks from this metal heart, a new form appearing yet veiled to my eyes. I am becoming something I can not recognize; its sensitive tendrils caress the creases of my mind, whither any sense of separateness I have felt; molten dreams weave their threads over my dark soul, sowing seeds to grow! Under Light of love, this devotion destroys me; leaves me crying to this void…
Current Mood: nostalgic
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February 1st, 2009
05:18 pm - Eternal Moment I was looking through some old papers today and found a stream of consciousness I write about 5 years ago, around my 20th year or so in this current primate body. I thought I would type it up for my more reprodicible files. It seems fitting because it seems to have relevance to many a vein of my current thought involving the Project, and it sub-category, the Game. It also has a strange quality to it, pre-dating any of my study of buddhism though some of the concepts touched on are close to aspects of the Heart Sutra. The part that caught my attention while I was flipping through these pages was the mention of "singularity" though this piece also predates any study I have done on the concept of technological singularity, or Mckenna's work with the Hyperdimensional object at the end of time.
At some point I think I also need to do a short article on this "strange attractor" of both history and consciousness, in specific relation to the symbol/number of 89, the black hole, and also AL/LA as another symbol of the same in an alternate way. The concept of transcendent Nothing or Voidness was a large object of my meditations around the time of this stream of writing, and currently 89 has been on my mind quite a bit as a concept (or a lack of all concept... "there is factor infinite and unknown...")
Anyways, enjoy. ( Eternal Moment )
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January 29th, 2009
01:08 am - Project Expansion Hello all out there (what few people read these words)
I am attempting currently to get a reworking of the Project done; a tabulation of ideas produced thus far, and the direction of the various facets of the project. I am calling on a favor from you all to lend me a hand in this; anyone out there that has contemplated these ideas, i would like to hear your observations. I have heard some in the past, and those have been very helpful- now I am looking to step things up to the next phase by expanding into practical areas- but I need ideas!
For those who have followed my odd dialogues of ideas about this Project, it needs to start somewhere- and the net is the best place. To do so, it needs to be interactive, participatory, a way people can come and interact with it- play with it, get them creating it as well, adding the layers on. Some forums have turned into great breeding grounds for memes, but I would like to make it more than a forum, and i have been wracking my brains for various ideas. However, I am no web designer- I am primarily a conceptual artist, a thinker and a magician. Thus, a project like this one requires more sets of brains than just my own to get it swirling. It needs to be more branded, more shiny; something, as has been suggested, which will act as the initial strange attractor; an oddity, a puzzle, a game, a trail of breadcrumbs... a maze? I can come up with ideas, vague notions of how it has to work... but I am having trouble bringing it down into a practical web design- into artifacts and materialization.
Thus, any ideas from anyone who have perhaps pondered over my odd thoughts and ramblings? I would like to make this Project participatory, to open it up to others to help create if they like the idea of it...
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January 16th, 2009
06:11 pm - Heart Essence of the Vast Expanse Minds turn inwards; searching to find lights that glow with their own iridescent glimmer. Pressing into a shaken vessel, this imagination stirs a deep depths which long to create. Beauty transpires itself from fleeting fingers, dancing around phosphorescent eyes, moving me and sliding through cracks. Shadows are moving now, forming themselves into unseen shapes, attempting to delineate stories, arcanums veiled by insecurities; attempting to bring to Light the motions of your waves. Bliss unfolds itself from out of this Vision, giving birth I scream; pain and terror engulf this sepulchre- I have laid myself down to die. How to immolate whats left and allow the rose to bloom upon this cross of my restriction? I am tired of blankets of meaning hiding the self created generations of my desires. Flourish into life! Too long has this impulse been unloved and imperfect, beaten and ragged and too scared to lift a brush or a pen. To weak to carry itself across this bridge- door of love, open me! Into the starlit path I wish to go, carried across this dessert on the camel of my soul I am coming home! Sweet light, temptress, immolate me in your perfections radiance, let me become aglow with a light of my own- let me say no to this setting sun and let me burn with a love that knows no end!
Sweet vision, dreams desire, reflections stir me, mimicking this mind- I am miming my mirage to merge with this mercurial message, a meaning that mirrors me. Bliss, sweep me away, be done with this darkness, remove this blindness, in the Light I will grow, in the bosom of your darkness this radiance will perfect its creations. Meanings and definitions and the ink of my pen, the soul of my heart, the pulse of my breath, and I am pushing them through my pores, wearing them on my skin, molding them to my hearts desire- so sweet heart, heal you wounds and be a vessel of Love! Let me know liberty, let me see the Dream unfold- unity known to minds incision- let me come back to myself and feel the waves of your wings brush my words!
Inspirations kiss, brew me sweet wines from dew desire, for dream has conspired to consume me in its fire! I am growing wings of eyes to fly into the sun, to take flight through shoreless space, between stars, between suns, between burning choirs of your heavenly angels- Let me take wing into this unknown! I am growing horns, as lightning rods to conduct your divine mysteries, polarities pressing up my spine, entwine to create stories of rhythm and rhyme, lines which delineate the shapes of forms of time... and I wait. Prayers engulf my heart, tears stream down my face, knees in mud and I am silent. Waiting. I will wait; for the brush of your wings, the sound of your flute, the kiss of your wind, the smell of your hair; dear inspiration, muse, angel, sweet sound of delight, hearts fulfillment, I will wait. Let this love grow and encompass all your infinite space. I will not hold back, I will not restrict; I will expand to encompass all of this eternity; and may my heart beat to the heart essence of this Vast Expanse!
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January 11th, 2009
12:10 am - transmission hearts pulse with irridscent glimmers of this future; breathing in unison. These shadows are falling away; these dead weights are dropping away, leaving us lighter, moving us higher. There is a wave coming; quietly listening in stillness, waiting to move, waiting to strike, waiting to take action. Calm, composed; clean. We must be clean, clear, compassionate. Magick pumps through veins as Vision gestates in our hearts and in our hands; it moves out of us as we begin to vibrate in harmony, as one hallowed chorus our voices will rise up, a symphony of change, of joy, of evolution. This is the beginning; this is the bridge from one age to a next. Pieces fall away- as disaster threatens, as complexities rise, as the system begins to crumble, we see that something is left underneath- as the artist has chipped away the excess stone to reveal a work of beauty beneath, so will be find a world underneath this one; a world not of commodity, but of love, of Dream, of Spirit. Our culture, our media, has filled our heads with a simulation of life, a simulation of love; and it is dead- it has no substance, as witnessed by the ever growing feeling that something is missing, and the only current cure is drugs. What is missing is mystery, risk, thrill, adventure; in our attemot to arrive at a place of comfort and security, we have given up something else, something much more vital- we have given up Freedom; the freedom to define, to create, to dream- the freedom to face the mystery of life and death with joy and courage. We have missed life itself. Every empire must crumble in its time; and each time it gives way to something new, something better, something bigger. It gives rise to a larger dream. This time, that dream will be global; we will not return back to the old, nor will we stay with the way things are. We can change things, one person at a time, one dollar at a time, one word at a time. It starts with each of us, starts in our hearts, in our minds; it starts when we wake up, when we let in the Light, when we give up and give in, surrender to this energy, to this Self which permeates everything. When we let of our pain, of or struggle; when we move in to those states in between and let go of our attachments, desires, struggles; when we give up this pain and give up our limited sense of seperateness, when we sacrifice ourselves at the altar of service, we find that we only have more; that we have grown, grown wings, exercised our old and sore muscles. As we work them, as we open, as we sprout, our world will change; as we change ourselves, and each other, so can we change the planet.
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January 2nd, 2009
01:07 am - From Milarepa "Realizing that desires and sufferings Are themselves the Great Equality, I cut the rope of passion and of hatred. With or without associates, I shall always be happy and contented. The nature of being is beyond play-words; Attachments to any doctrine or concept Is merely a matter of self-confusion. Unshackling the fetter of the knower-and-the-known, Whatever I become and wherever I remain, I shall always be happy and contented. In the great Illuminating Mind itself, I see no pollution by wandering thoughts. Throwing away all reasonings and observations, Whatever words I hear and say, I shall always be happy and contented."
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December 29th, 2008
04:18 pm - Quotations on emptiness. "This is the crucial point, and is worth reiteration. Emptiness does not imply non-existence; emptiness implies the emptiness of intrinsic existence, which necessarily implies dependent origination. Dependence and interdependence is the nature of all things; things and evens come into being only as a result of causes and conditions. Emptiness makes the law of cause and effect possible.
We can express all of this yet another way as the following chain of reasoning. Because all things originate dependently, one can observe cause and effect. Cause and effect are only possible in a world which is dependently originated, and dependent origination is only possible in a world that is devoid of intrinsic existence, which is to say a world that is empty. Therefore, we can say that emptiness is form, which is another way of saying that form arises from emptiness, and emptiness is the basis that allows the dependent origination of form. Thus the world of form is a manifestation of emptiness." -H.H. the Dalai Lama, Essence of the Heart Sutra
"When we take the statement 'emptiness us form', and apply it to the issue of separateness, it means that we are essentially non-seperate. But this essential non-separateness is not separate from our sense of separation. When we speak of the statement 'form is emptiness' and apply it to the issue of separateness, it means that we are separate. But this separateness is separate within the empty field of non-separateness. You could also say that the empty quality of our non-separateness has the form quality of impermanence; and that the form quality of our separateness has the emptiness quality of permanence." -Ngakpa Chogyam, Spectrum of Ecstasy
"Every something is equally a shadow of nothing, and justifies nothing in its futile attempt at thinking that something stable." -A. Crowley
"I think therefore I am going to go eat breakfast." - Charles Fort
"I always lie- and I'm always right." J.R. Bob Dobbs
Cogito Ergo Spud- I think therefore I yam.
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December 27th, 2008
07:19 pm - Tears of Ascent Weep now the angel said For the beauty of the Lord Is as a heart lost to light; It is a dove that seeks its nest, And not finding it She sings; Your tears are the embrace Of your division; Your broken heart Is your devotion to love- It will make you new To the wholeness of its healing. Cry now the angel said, For your tears are the flowering Of the bitterness of your heart. Each tear is a dream For the world to see; Each drop an eternity Of devotion. These tears are my love As they flow from my heart. This fire will make me pure
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December 22nd, 2008
11:27 pm I wrote the following reminder on my hand today...
"Romance Life.
You must woo it, you must dance with it, you must play with it.
THIS IS IT.
Look with new eyes.
Let go."
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10:09 am - impermanent incision who am I but a million forms of suffering born to die? trapped amidst the delusions wandering from state to state seething with a rage beating me down in the end. What am I but the reflection of this sorrowful world; unclear, this "I" becomes all which it sees; this love is blinded by the arrogance of self seeking clouded, stained my mind distorts these perceptions flickering with the density of fogged actions. Who am I but all beings? Each torment multiplied by my blindness and stupidity; unthinking as my heart closes too fractured to find compassion even for myself. Overcome these trials remove this love from my mind immolate this burning from my awareness- clear, how I long to be clear; and to be refuge to those my being loves.
Sweet goddess, I am dissolving from falling to flying I have reached the sun and burnt up I have become. Letting go to these crystal tears of your radiation rainbow acid stills my blood; unbinds my flesh that the light may enter.
I am not for myself; but the radiance of awareness I become; unseen by myself resting in the darkness of clarity no taint of I to blur these lines I am no more; and in the fires of my sacrifice my sorrow burns up and free's me from myself. Liberation in annihilation realization in obliteration dreaming new worlds I become my modalities; perfected and purified bliss attained by states of pain. In light I am lifted, unveiled, unmasked. naked and kissing the sky.
This is what death is like.
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October 15th, 2008
01:29 am - fascist takeover? I am now officially freaked out... I was watching the Alex Jones "documentary" Endgame. Now I do not normally buy in to a lot of this stuff; but he mentioned something which struck me in place that actually makes me want to go vomit. I feel physically ill. I heard, from a few of you out there, about the declaration of troops in the streets, with the implication of martial law. However, that I did not think was possible... however, low and behold, a wonderful loop hole is given for President Bush is NSPD-51, which states as follows:
"NATIONAL SECURITY PRESIDENTIAL DIRECTIVE/NSPD 51 HOMELAND SECURITY PRESIDENTIAL DIRECTIVE/HSPD-20 Subject: National Continuity Policy Purpose (1) This directive establishes a comprehensive national policy on the continuity of Federal Government structures and operations and a single National Continuity Coordinator responsible for coordinating the development and implementation of Federal continuity policies. This policy establishes "National Essential Functions," prescribes continuity requirements for all executive departments and agencies, and provides guidance for State, local, territorial, and tribal governments, and private sector organizations in order to ensure a comprehensive and integrated national continuity program that will enhance the credibility of our national security posture and enable a more rapid and effective response to and recovery from a national emergency. Definitions (2) In this directive: (a) "Category" refers to the categories of executive departments and agencies listed in Annex A to this directive; (b) "Catastrophic Emergency" means any incident, regardless of location, that results in extraordinary levels of mass casualties, damage, or disruption severely affecting the U.S. population, infrastructure, environment, economy, or government functions; (c) "Continuity of Government," or "COG," means a coordinated effort within the Federal Government's executive branch to ensure that National Essential Functions continue to be performed during a Catastrophic Emergency;" The following is taken from an article I came y, not sure about the accreditation, but it seems to sum up this document pretty well....
"When the President determines a catastrophic emergency has occurred, the President can take over all government functions and direct all private sector activities to ensure we will emerge from the emergency with an "enduring constitutional government." Translated into layman's terms, when the President determines a national emergency has occurred, the President can declare to the office of the presidency powers usually assumed by dictators to direct any and all government and business activities until the emergency is declared over." Now, of course, we can look at the current economic situation as a sheer accident... but the people running things are not stupid enough to think they could keep lending without any ramifications; I know very little about money or economics, but even I see the fault there. However, after this spike down, we have just seen a massive increase, another of the largest in history... all because the government poured a massive amount of money into the system...as did people like steven harper and many the worlds major economic forces (which, speculatively, are probably all members of the bilderberg group...). Such a rise is bound to not only last a short amount of time, but will cause an even more massive drop afterwards; it will drop as much below the balance line as the rise and fall made collectively...
if and when this happens, I think we can safely say that this would be considered a "Catastrophic emergency" allowing this NSPD-51 to take affect to ensure "continuity" through this major crisis, directing all power to the presidency and essentially setting up a dictatorship. It seems rather convenient that this should all be occurring right now, before elections when Bush would have to step down, which I doubt he plans on doing. This directive is essentially his loophole to stay in power, destroy democracy and institute and state of martial law...
As I said, I normally do not delve in to these things; but this just smacked me in the face... not much scares me, but this does.... I can not help but see it as glaringly obvious at this point. A smooth coup d'etat into a full fascist dictatorship; and more terrifyingly, I know that I will get to see if I am right before november 4th......
Please, somebody out there I am just being paranoid....
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October 13th, 2008
09:41 pm - open source corporation... small thought... open source corporation as model for the Revolution... could a freeform corporate structure be designed, fueled by a network of participatory economics, teams or guilds and fields of knowledge located in the net, a non-local business structure which anyone can join, adapt to and participate in? perhaps the whole anti-copyrighted, with a brand label by which we can recognize those participating in the structure? A viral anti-brand, loose enough to be infective, but tight enough to function as some form of coherent whole, designed to infect, mutate and destroy mainstream culture?
Just a thought....
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October 11th, 2008
11:09 pm - INFECT Beauty enwraps and enthralls in this dance of life; and yet many of us live on the sidelines, so taken by the world around us, the siulation of life, that we forget the joys and terrors of living, of loving, of breathing. We limit ourselves, edit ourselves down; we quieten our voices, deaden our hearts and accept. We forget to dance, forget to laugh, forget to let go, to create in the absolute bliss of the moment. We esacpe. We escape from the tears, from the pounding hearts in ears; we seek to escape into lovers arms, or books, television, or news or world events; and yet all the time, underneath the surface of our calm exterior, of our contrived reality, with our opinions, our reactions, our jobs, we forget that there is life here... life which is buzzing and humming with unexplored meaning, waiting for us to leap into it, to dissolve our own set limitations and to take up that dance, that challenge.
Life has become a routine, a rat race, racing towards death and destruction; oblivious, blind, reactionary, escapist; consuming and killing and raping. In is passivity, the western world has become murderers, each and all of us. We are the ones oppressing tibet; us with our standard of life, with our cars and our wonderful window exhibits of the latest fashions. It is us, a culture of death, of violence, of theft and of slavery. Our wonderful masters give us all we want to keep us fat and complacent; they make us comfortable; and we let them do what it takes to allow us to live as we do. This culture is as fake, as disgusting, as picture perfect as wax fruit; it looks like the real thing, but it has no value, no life. It is a dead simulation.
Each of us gets wrapped up within this; we believe the lies, each and every day. Even I do. It is easy to forget what the cost of all of this is; why we are being fattened up and made comfortable. With their money we buy things that look nice, that pad our prison cells with distractions. The higher the cost of our culture, the bigger the TV's will get to distract us from the blood which pours by each of our front doors; distract us from the piles of bodies which are amassing as we steal and take what we need to keep this beast alive.
The economy is failing because it deserves to be. The cost of our lifestyle has been too high, and we are feeling the price. China holds the fate of the western world in its hands; it is selling us back our own money. It is lending america money which was acquired by selling the shit we do not need and cant do without. McDonalds toys are enslaving children and funding unjust wars. Yet the masses continue to consume.
We live in a world of zombies, unaware of anything but the simulations which have been created for them by media and institutions. Person by person are falling victim as the beast grows; and as it becomes more unstable, it begins to fall apart. It struggles to hold itself together; and when it falls, all those who have gorged themelves at its table will feel what it means to have played their part with the deceiver; and he will laugh as it all comes crumbling down, for her too is a servant of the Light, clothed in darkness tempting those who can be swayed. What will be born from this? From the seed of chaos which is this Beasts legacy?
We will be born. The mutants; the viral culture. The maladapted products of a corrupt and bitter world. Yet our voices have not yet been heard, because their lies fill our heads and their tongues fill our beds. Their shames, their sins have been passed on to us; their standards are our shackles, held in place by the power of their persuasion. They have used guilt and fear and shame to keep our mouths shut, to mute us so we can not speak, can not fight back. They do not want us communicating, they do not want us to raise our voices and scream because we may be heard; we may disrupt the flow, disrupt the patterns, disrupt the routine.
Anyone can be an agent of tis simulacrum, because the enemy is not a person, but a way of life; the battleground is not on land, but in minds; it is a war of memes. The voice of the enemy can come even from those we love; it is an attitude, one with which we have all been infected with. It is encoded in any product of this culture; in every ad, on every TV station. It has one message: OBEY. It tells us not to stand up, to fear; it is the voice that edits our hearts from taking that stand. It is the hopelessness, the jaded cynicism of your best friend or lover. It is anyone or anything that tells you that you cant make a difference. "Who are you to try?" it says. "You think you are so good dont you?" "What makes you so special?" It can come from any direction. It is the invisible enemy.
This is War, a war of reality; a war of possibility. It is the war on Dreams, and Dreamers. It is a war on those who jar people awake; who raise the issues others dare not bring up. Our kind, the mutants and madmen, the poets and magicians, the artists and philosophers, lovers of wisdom and justice, have found themselves scattered, with no voice, no podium; no common banner, so sign of recognition. Have we been here? Are we operating here? This war is one of secrecy, because we can not stand out too much, or we will be swarmed. So we infect, silently, secretly; we infect in offices, in restaurants; on city walls, in subways, in abandoned houses. We start businesses, and we sell our revolution.
This is the Virus; the Meme of Awakening. It is intelligence which is rising up, transcending, becoming. Out of us is the future, if we stop living in the simulation and break free, through into creation, into life; break free of this shell of sterility, of consumerism; learn to take down the system, redefine the system, infect the system. What can one do when the very system one lives within is the face of evil and corruption; what does one do when the common norm is to blindly accept, to passively support murder and lies? One reverses, one becomes all that the system is not. We show them what the Lie is by becoming the Truth. "Vi Veri Vniversum Vivus Vici" We fight back by juxtaposition. They try to keep us apart; so we band together. We make a Meme which we can all stand behind; which we can all rally under; as the symbol for the caretakers of this world; because this so called counter culture is the foundation of a new future; and it has been given to us to fix, or at least clear away, the old.
Sometimes I shake with built up energy; with so much raw emotion about the blindness of this way of life. I want to run up to people on the street and try to shake them, to scream at them to look around, to look at their lives, at their habits, at their hypnosis. I want to burst outwards over culture, infecting and jarring, causing thought, dissent, revolution. We need something people; we need to do something soon. These humans, this culture, is falling apart, and the alternatives need to be shouted from the rooftop. We need to all get together now; make the sacrifices necessary to not be hypocrits; to live what we say; to find some way to transition ourselves away from this dead world and to try and fix things. To get to the root of the matter, to kick the glitch in the system which causes all this waste.
We can do it, all of us together, if we try; if we really want to. There are enough of us. Let us infect the world with ourselves; with our message as to the inherent divinity within each of us; let us stamp out for good these lies about the fallen nature of man; the shame, the fear, the distrust, the guilt; let us stamp out all the hard work which they have put in to brainwashing us with these negative, unhealthy and complacent patterns. Things are NOT OKAY, god damnit! Do not just wake up tomorrow and forget again! We are starving people, bombing people, enslaving people as we speak! Childrens hands bled so you could have a zipper on your clothing! Your cheap plastic crap is demolishing one of the oldest and last pure spiritual heritages of our species! THEY ARE SELLING YOU WATER!!! Its not just going to be all right if we just love on another, because the system is the problem!!!
Stop being complacent cows! Stop your grazing, stop your feeding! The time for thought is done; we need something more--- we need people. Dont say you are only one person, because together we are many people! There are so many of us, all over this globe; so many who are tired and disgusted by this way of life; yet no one has done the one thing that needs to be done- make something NEW. Redesign, and the sell it! Let us dream a new world, and use the power of our minds and our hands to make it happen; start from scratch. Scratch the government, scratch the economy, start again! Drop out, but dont forget to build, to design, to define; dont just get high, dont forget you also have to tune is after turning on!
I am so tired of this stupid voice in my head that tells me I am not good enough; that stops rom creating and shouting in any way that I can to get my message out! INFECT!!!
INFECT REALITY! INFECT THE SIMULATION! THIS IS OUR WORLD, OUR EVOLUTION! Stop being complacent, stop being so self-pitying, stop being self deprecating- that is what they want. If you give up your power, they win! Every day remember what the cost of this is; remember, and dont let anyone else determine the direction this is going in. Take responsibility, and accept the future...
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July 30th, 2008
04:55 pm - its evolutions baby! Surrender. Surrender to this force; learning how to let go and give in to this pulsing life, this intelligence, this presence. Surrender to the pains; surrender to this heart- this is all there is, all there was all there ever will be. This heart is the connection to the Infinite. This Project is flowering from Love, it is a manifestation of the Will of this One to embrace the totality of this planet in a blaze of fire. Inspirations kiss manifests this desire, forces pressing outwards. This is the serpent force, with all its silver undulation, twisting out a tornado of possibility. No one could have seen ti coming, for it comes as a thief in the night. They can not stop it, can not repress it; it is the primal impulse to a new future, event horizon. From our collective neurogenetic evolution we are pressing to the point of progression; soon death will be conquered, intelligence will increase asymptotically and from us will emerge some new species; a masterpiece of evolution, a being of perfected light, resplendent, glorious and eternal; being of Love, of compassion, of intelligence. From out of this dead world will be born a Light, in all of us it will arise aknew, and those who subject itself to its purifying flames will be transformed; those who embrace these changes shall inherit the kingdom om Earth- the New Jerusalem, a city eternal in all of our hearts and minds, eternal in our bodies.
these unfolding patterns whisper across the screen of consciousness, whirling the self into a spiral of fear, panic and love; from out of this chaos, we are reborn; from this dissolution of our separate selves in the embrace of union, in th surrender of our limited selves to the great Otherness of all Entity we transpire from our skin into bodies of radiance; rainbow perfection in the biology of our emergence. If we give in, feel these emotions fully, completely; if we merge into these bodies, senses of self dissolving into organic perceptions, feelings and sensations, we can emerge out the other side. Do not run from the bathing radiation of this source of creation; bath in it and allow it to sweep across your longing heart, for truly you have thrashed and screamed, raged and cried to be back in this Womb of wondrous Love- but it is not you that shall return. You are limited, a finite conception of an infinite body; you are a prism for It's light- so refract dear ones! Make your mind a multifaceted gem to scatter that One light into a million wonderful hues- learn to ride this wave of insanity; learn to bask in the emergence of Chaos from your brain, allow the seed of divinity to unmask itself.
Into darkness we fold; madness and fear embrace our hearts; we scream as the void envelopes us... but we allow it in... we breath, we let go, and we see we are this void; these fears are all self created entities feeding of our own weaknesses, our own desires, our own habitual tendencies. This Darkness dissolves them if we let it; if we move in to these feelings, like a love embrace that Other, that shadow, and feed off of it; offer this petty sense of limited self up to that infinite- all your pain, all your hearts longings and desires; feel vulnerable, feel the fear in your gut, in your belly, live from it; stand in the mouth of the fire until you feel now pain. Let it recreate you, in mind body and soul. Then we will all emerge as the same perfected entity, each of us one more facet of that Truth, of that Light; in the Night of Pan let go to its wild caresses, give in to its pulse in your veins, the flow of life through your bones and blood.
This is Life, all of it one ball of Chaos; do not run from the fear or pain, do not erect walls of belief and limitation upon your soul; do not restrict yourself out of fear or shame. Learn, slowly at first, how to be all of it, how to feel all of it; how to take the pain in, how to take in the despair, the darkness. Learn to make it your own; know that in accepting it, you accept all the joys of life- for in accepting even one moment of joy, you must inevitably accept every pain, every hurt, every death existence has as its price. Feel the joy and pain mingle, feel them dance as lovers to create the multiplicity of life all around you- feel it press through your hands, emerging as creations; painting and drawing, songs and dances; inventions and words and poems. Feel IT pressing out of you, give it voice, give it movement, and it shall change the world. IT is magick, the vital root of all life, at the heart of every art and science; it is mystery, desire, passion, lust, love, will. It is all of these things, and yet so much more. Every god and goddess is a facet, an aspect, of It. Through the pantheons of existence, give praise to It; not out of faith or dogma, but out of honest embrace of the infinite within and without. You need not believe- you need only Know.
This Project is the manifestation of the infinite into the world; housed in a business, in a corporation, it will be Magick entire, touching each individual and flowering them in to what they already know they are- Infinite. This will take us all, give us organization structure, coherence, purpose. It will take the sweat and blood of our hands to build it; to dream it in to existence. Yet, each step of the way it will be a new adventure, a new love, a new risk, a new challenge; it will be a game, a love, a romance, a mission; it will be passionate embraces, tears, pleasures; it will be full moon gatherings in counter culture coffee shops, singing hymns to our darkness, to our eternal sun; it will be the casting off of shackles and the gathering of friends and family. We will take it all back, one piece at a time, one person at a time, one dollar at a time. It may not seem like it, but we have a network all around us to accomplish this; chances are if you read this, you are a part of it already. That longing for escape, for liberation; for a freedom from what appears to be the only option- a life enslaved to money and consumerism. Yet it is not so! We can emancipate ourselves if we simply choose to work together in something bigger- to build something enduring, something permanent, something Divine.
We plot, we scheme; we engineer Reality to conform to our desires. We redefine, recreate; we redesign the whole system. We work form where we are, and we channel what is here into what will be new; we take the rules of this game, and we use them in new ways, creative ways; we do not give up or give in, we fight back. This Project is already evolving; even as you read, as you contemplate; you know it is out there, occurring right now; there are those struggling as hard as they can- struggling against the primate programming, against the rules and regulations, against the consensus and the status quo. There are those fighting tooth and nail with the world around them, battling against entropy in an attempt to finally emerge from this shroud of human biology. Breaking out of our Egg, looking to take flight into new mind spaces, into new horizons of thought, conception and possibility. To prepare the world to S.M.I.I.L.E. we must stretch the bounds of human imagination to give allowance to this emergence. We must break the mold, Will ourselves to become something more than just a primate; we must will ourselves to become the gods we once imagined; god has died that humanity might become It.
How can you prepare or participate? By communicating. By listening to It within you, wherever It calls you, wherever It beckons you to go. By taking risks, by pressing the envelope and watching it bend; by realizing things are not as concrete as we think. We live in a giant matrix of probability, and by interacting with the threads which stretch out as a web from the present instant, we can learn to navigate the future spaces together. Take part, join in, take up arms and begin to fight against consensus reality. Start something and tell us; let us network and plot together for the downfall of this system of guilt, slavery and shame.
Viva la evolution!
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July 28th, 2008
12:14 pm - fingi from yuggoth?
TWENTY-TWO YEARS AGO, on 26 April 1986, reactor No 4 at the Chernobyl Nuclear Power Plant, in Ukraine, blew apart, spewing radioactive dust and debris far and wide. Ever since, a 30 km 'exclusion zone' has existed around the contaminated site, accessible to those with special clearance only. It's quite easy, then, to conjure an apocalyptic vision of the area; to imagine an eerily deserted wasteland, utterly devoid of life. But the truth is quite the opposite. The exclusion zone is teeming with wildlife of all shapes and sizes, flourishing unhindered by human interference and seemingly unfazed by the ever-present radiation. Most remarkable, however, is not the life buzzing around the site, but what's blooming inside the perilous depths of the reactor. Sitting at the centre of the exclusion zone, the damaged reactor unit is encased in a steel and cement sarcophagus. It's a deathly tomb that plays host to about 200 tonnes of melted radioactive fuel, and is swarming with radioactive dust. But it's also the abode of some very hardy fungi which researchers believe aren't just tolerating the severe radiation, but actually harnessing its energy to thrive. "Our findings suggest that [the fungi] can capture the energy from radiation and transform it into other forms of energy that can be used for growth," said microbiologist Arturo Casadevall from the Albert Einstein College of Medicine at Yeshiva University in New York, USA. Fungi are weird, yes. They chow down on everything from decaying plant matter to the more exotic fare of asbestos and jet fuel. But being able to produce their own energy, independent of an actual food source, and use dangerous ionising radiation to boot? That's very new and very exciting, Casadevall says. In 1999, a robot sent to map the inside of the reactor returned with samples of a particularly black fungi, indicating an abundance of the biological pigment melanin, which also colours your skin. Though melanin is typically associated with 'protective' properties – absorbing and safely transforming different electromagnetic wavelengths, such as DNA-damaging ultraviolet light – the researchers had an inkling that a more extraordinary phenomenon was allowing the fungi to prosper; something still involving the combination of melanin and radiation, but beyond the bounds of radioactive protection. After all, even without melanin, many fungi are intrinsically radiation-resistant..." taken from here
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12:03 pm - nano-tech of astral design... this network begins to radiate; as it shimmers, it comes alive, vital and growing. It is pulsing with the irridescence of a millions hearts loving and dreaming as one. It is waking up! With the movement of the stars, the pressing of the source through each cell; with the magick that is coming through, I can feel it screaming! Dissolving into infinite forms; madness engulfs in its frenzy, and I am free; liberated by stepping through my darkness, embracing this night. Where are you in all this? Movement shines exclusive to teh self radiant heart of the singular soul... pulse, ride, waves crash in this reality storm.. threads unfold, darkness is transmuted... fiat NOX outwards, explosions in the sky, explosions in the mind, neural faces stare between realities, between cracks, through the windows of our "I's". IT approaches, encroaches, reproaches a million times stained hands that grope forward through this abyss, madness and inspiration blended in a perfect embrace, unifying these disperse desires, offered higher to a wider spire of deatsh destruction; immortalities fire rises from these nervous systems, conglomerations of interaction, web of light caught amidst this sterile domain of dust and ashes... but something new, something enduring, something....
sigh. release. collapse. this is not the apolocypse. this is the begining. joy, revelry, magick. this is motion to freedom unbound from stangant dogma, forcing perceptions redistortion, descending into this organicity, periodic shifting of temproal meaning i hear clearly, press softly in the threads of this new future. golden path crooked path, washing tides of potential. i drop it all, follow one. i am a change, a future a dream and a desire. I am a Will, a vessel of quicksilver i am swimming in the heart of madness IT engulfs me, ethralls me posseses me. me-on this is the waking of the dreamer the manifestation which is at an end. this is silver blood transmission, pumped into veins nano-machines of astral design weaving my fibers into divine visage of infinity this is becoming; this is true divinity redesigning our biology. we are intelligent design; IT lives in us, is us, becomes us. IT is our past our present and our future.
IT is alive and pushing possibility towards singularity. will you be ready when It Wakes up?
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May 20th, 2008
01:10 pm - pains of birth I find myself astounded at the complexity of the web which is arising out of all of this; it has a semblance to its own, it is its own thought; it is a strange loop which, once entered, can not be escaped; in that sense, it is the mirror of post-modernism, yet it is antithetical to all that post-modernism stands for. As the ideas seem to flower slowly, as people add in, process the ideas, as its design expands, and as it consumes more and more information, it is becoming vitally alive with an essence of its own. Even from the beginning, i never created it; it created me- it consumed me in its swirling vortex of energy; one does not create a 4th dimensional black hole. It eats all meaning, consumes all thinkers and producers, it orders all things according to its own needs.
The virus is intelligence; and it is breaking free. Given the right techniques, the information, we can break free from this shell of dead culture we find ourselves in. We are slaves only to ourselves and our own models of the world; we can emancipate ourselves with the new Technology which is arising. This technology will allow us to perfect our bodies and our minds. With a blend of entheogens, reichean therapy, kundalini yoga, tibetan mysticism, behavioral psychology, magick, alchemy, and the Qabalah we can wash our brains clean of the cultutral conditioning and bring it back to a state of primal awareness by which we can properly affect change in our world.
We have the capability to redesign ourselves; to learn how to learn- to take full advantage of the world around us in every way, streamline resources to our own aims rather than the destructive aims of other primates. We must learn to take back responsibility by taking back power; by learning to use power for the highest aims. With the proper drive, understanding and right application, we can effect any change we desire; anything we can conceive of, we can create. Let us look at this world from the ground up; from the most basic necessities of food, shelter and heat and expand ourselves from there; always along lines harmonious with the Laws of nature; the natural Laws, the primal laws- the harmonics of consciousness, of growth, of energy; mimic the patterns of all of nature.
We must return to that time before we divorced ourselves from our natural world and our natural state of being. The natural function of the human spirit is pleasure and joy; it is curiosity and celebration- that is the true seed of divinity, and the eden we fell from. That eden was the creation of a demiurge; our eden will be our own creation- the product of our minds and our very beings. It will be a paradise built along the aims of evolution, along lines of self-deification, of the worship of nature and the worship of our deepest impulses.
We can give rise to an immortal species; we can become something which has never yet been seen; we can transmutate ourselves into the perfection of eternity; bodies of Light, immortal, indestructable; minds perfected to the highest degree, creating new realities, new horizons of exploration, new vistas of awareness... we can become all that we desire to be; but the Ordeal is upon us- to learn to work together, to cooperate with one another, to band together for those principles we know are right, even if it means risking our safety and security... because if we do not do it, no one will.
It requires the passion and integrity to step above and beyond the conditions we find ourselves in; it requires the courage to take risks, with our bodies and our minds- to risk even imprisonment or death itself in order to prove to the world that we have what it takes. It requires the activity of dynamic intelligence to be able to handle any situation with maximum efficiency. It requires one to move against the grain, against the status quo in order to make real changes. The majority is unhealthy, in body and mind, and thus there is no check, no point of comparison for the individual save what the individual can discover on their own.
What is being set up is a complete system and network to allow for all aspects of this Transformation, to give rise to this mutation. It can not be stopped if it is decentralized and non-local. It is magical, and thus also lives in non-linear time. It works with the subtle forces of teh human brain/body complex, which intertwines itself inextricably with matter itself. Its conception is one of self perfection, the realization of the autonomy of the individual, the manifestation of all latent powers of the human nervous system. Utilizing all techniques of self realization, cleaning out all energy system, refocusing the self into itself, we will come to a new Renaissance, a dawning of a new Light upon all of civilization.
The Ancient sciences will be revitalized with a new Civilization, a new structure which is perfectly in line with the ancient hermetic, alchemical and magical traditions of the past, blended with the technology of the present to give rise to a type of human which has never before been witnessed- the god man, the beginning of the 5th kingdom. This is all realized within the bounds of the Black Hole, for it is a structure which is defined by the random, free and vital processes of life itself; not the structures of man, but the structure of Universal Consciousness.
Matter us vitally alive, alive in the fullest truest sense of the world. The shimmering of atoms is in fact the luminous energy of Consciousness itself, and is the basis of our our minds, our own beings. There is nothing that is not alive, from suns to rocks to inorganic molecules, all is the combination and recombination of the stuff of mind. As it dawns on us as a species to see this all as one Singularity, one single phenomena which perception, for convenience, breaks up into pieces to analyze and compare, we can begin to wake up to our own legacy and heritage, and begin to create the World which we know is possible.
We are not yet born; the pain of the world is the pain of childbirth. The Singularity is near, and then something New will arise into a space beyond our current Vision. We are Waking up; we are breaking free of our cocoon; we are remembering what we are...
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May 17th, 2008
12:51 pm - 4 dimensional art I was asked today by my dad to explain my concept of 4 dimensional art. What follows is a decent attempt at outlining the basics of what it is, and how I am using it. I am sure it will bring many different associations for people out there. Please, let me know your thoughts on the Project, what you see in it, how you think it could be used, etc. I am very curious about feedback on this matter....
"The concept of 4 dimensional art is hard to understand without a few basic premises, which can be verified of course by the best method, that of science (trial and error and direct observation.) The truth of these premises, however, is not very easy to argue since one can not "prove them" to someone else unless someone does the experiments to get the experiences. The premises are based upon the observation that there is no actual distinction between mind and matter; the dichotomy is a convenient one for the primate to deal with the world, but there is no way to unravel the subject from the object, the viewed from the viewer. It is also based upon principles of ancient Esoteric Schools, which taught that the human mind can impress forms onto reality to cause change; historically, this has been called Magick. The definition of magick given by the occultist and hermeticist Aleister Crowley is as follows: Magick is the Science and Art of causing change to occur in conformity with will. The basic mechanisms by which magick is accomplished is through symbol; thus Art itself is inherently magcial- it embodies an intension, it houses a "spirit" which then moves through the constructed reality matrix causing change. In this sense, the success of apiece of Art depends upon the purity of intent of the artist... However, I digress. Though these ideas may seem a little outrageous to any mind running an "operating system" which does not support the occurrence of synchronistic, spontaneous manifestions of desire, within their own operating system, they are quite valid. All that is required is the shift of perception. 4-D art takes these concepts to a new level, where one creates a construct of Reality, a labyrinth of ideas and energies which lead the viewer down a rabbit hole; it is essentially sculpting a new reality definition- a new operating system, if you will. To do this, the Artist themselves must become the piece of artwork (hearkening back to Gandhi's "become the change you wish to see in the world.") As this occurs, as the Artist becomes the Artwork, all people that view the person, and the artifacts that person produces, the get sucked into the artwork; the ideas themselves by which 4d dimensional artwork is created, the palette of the artist, are designed to be a strange loop- they create a feedback distortion in the viewers conceptions of themselves, their world, and the 4d art being viewed; the best analogy is that of putting two mirrors facing each-other, which creates and infinite regression- it casts of forms. When the viewer starts to interact with the Art, they themselves begin to participate in the creation of the artwork- as soon as they begin thinking about the ideas, the concepts, and interact with the artifacts of the Artist, they themselves begin to co-create the artwork. This is because the Artwork itself is composed of definitions of Reality, and the Art is produced by questioning definitions of Reality itself; as a person questions and explores, they themselves generate new artifacts in the environment which feed back in to the art. With those basic ideas in mind, we can move to the use of the website. Certain images, words, concepts and ideas can all be utilized to create changes in the brain of the viewer; they infect their reality, causing not just the normal reaction, but a series of willed coincidences in their life even when they are not viewing the work itself; in some ways, it is the use of suggestion to effect changes (in the way that if i write "do not think of the color green" you inevitably do- however, this principles is applied in much subtler ways.) The website will be an interactive domain of related concepts; the goal is to make a website which is dynamic, driven by some form of AI which learns as users interact with it. As the user digs deeper into the website, more coincidences will infect their lives, moving them into the black hole of eventual Singularity. As they move inwards, they also move outwards- since this artwork is 4D so called, it HAS to be connected to physical places and people; thus the participants in the website will move closer into proximity to the heart of the artwork, the group of Creators of the website. This will open them into a whole new world, where the ideas and concepts they interacted with are not just lifeless ideas, but are vital expressions of a reality which is being lived by the Artists themselves. This whole construct allows us to begin to redefine the boundaries of reality for anyone choosing to participate; it will challenge all current conceptions, from the use of money, ethics, god, the universe, the nature of humanity, technology, agriculture- it will uproot the deepest tendencies we tend to take for granted about the world we live in; and it will allow the users to begin to take back their own power to define based upon their own intelligence and their highest ideals about the world. The Artwork also goes a step further by adding in a form of Live Action Roleplaying; much like those games "an evening of murder"but taken to the extreme. Each participant in this "game" plays themselves. Their job is to be a detective of sorts, to uncover a plot line which is unfurled for them in their every day life; the game masters of the game create situations through NPC's, actors given direction to initiate certain information in the lives of the players. The story would slowly unfold; however, the magical part of this whole is that the players are not allowed to talk about the game, thus they never know is an event was planned ahead of time, or is "actually happening". Such suspended belief allows for the maximum amount of randomness and synchronicity to occur, and in tandem with the website, would allow the highest potential for the unfoldment of the Artwork itself. There would be a team of people all "writing" the story for the Game as it unfolds, generating encounters for the participants in order to keep the direction moving properly; it would be written as the story itself unfolds, interacting and playing with the players rather than having a static conception of a set "story." In this way, as well, as people participate, as they do deeper down the rabbit hole, they begin themselves to help to write the story, thus again becoming an interaction of the Project (the 4d art). The whole thing can be seen as a strategy for changing peoples current conceptions of the world in a fun, dynamic way; a form of participatory ontological anarchism. It then becomes a vessel for new ideas which normally do not get much thought by the outside world; and the whole thing it still under the heading of "art".
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