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January 16th, 2009
06:11 pm - Heart Essence of the Vast Expanse
Minds turn inwards; searching to find lights that glow with their own iridescent glimmer. Pressing into a shaken vessel, this imagination stirs a deep depths which long to create. Beauty transpires itself from fleeting fingers, dancing around phosphorescent eyes, moving me and sliding through cracks. Shadows are moving now, forming themselves into unseen shapes, attempting to delineate stories, arcanums veiled by insecurities; attempting to bring to Light the motions of your waves. Bliss unfolds itself from out of this Vision, giving birth I scream; pain and terror engulf this sepulchre- I have laid myself down to die. How to immolate whats left and allow the rose to bloom upon this cross of my restriction? I am tired of blankets of meaning hiding the self created generations of my desires. Flourish into life! Too long has this impulse been unloved and imperfect, beaten and ragged and too scared to lift a brush or a pen. To weak to carry itself across this bridge- door of love, open me! Into the starlit path I wish to go, carried across this dessert on the camel of my soul I am coming home! Sweet light, temptress, immolate me in your perfections radiance, let me become aglow with a light of my own- let me say no to this setting sun and let me burn with a love that knows no end!
Sweet vision, dreams desire, reflections stir me, mimicking this mind- I am miming my mirage to merge with this mercurial message, a meaning that mirrors me. Bliss, sweep me away, be done with this darkness, remove this blindness, in the Light I will grow, in the bosom of your darkness this radiance will perfect its creations. Meanings and definitions and the ink of my pen, the soul of my heart, the pulse of my breath, and I am pushing them through my pores, wearing them on my skin, molding them to my hearts desire- so sweet heart, heal you wounds and be a vessel of Love! Let me know liberty, let me see the Dream unfold- unity known to minds incision- let me come back to myself and feel the waves of your wings brush my words!
Inspirations kiss, brew me sweet wines from dew desire, for dream has conspired to consume me in its fire! I am growing wings of eyes to fly into the sun, to take flight through shoreless space, between stars, between suns, between burning choirs of your heavenly angels- Let me take wing into this unknown! I am growing horns, as lightning rods to conduct your divine mysteries, polarities pressing up my spine, entwine to create stories of rhythm and rhyme, lines which delineate the shapes of forms of time... and I wait. Prayers engulf my heart, tears stream down my face, knees in mud and I am silent. Waiting. I will wait; for the brush of your wings, the sound of your flute, the kiss of your wind, the smell of your hair; dear inspiration, muse, angel, sweet sound of delight, hearts fulfillment, I will wait. Let this love grow and encompass all your infinite space. I will not hold back, I will not restrict; I will expand to encompass all of this eternity; and may my heart beat to the heart essence of this Vast Expanse!
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